Soup of the Day

To begin a journey...

Apr
10th

It’s with mixed emotions that I count down these last few weeks to the begining of my journey back to India. So many things have to be dealt with. I’m not sure what I will or won’t get done before I leave. I am only filled with a sense of earnest that I must get back. Indeed. I have been away too long. I miss the other side of the world.

 Even so, the time here has been good. I’ve navigated the career switch from web and media advisor to musician. Now it’s time to test my wing with my new career and find if I can really make enough to support myself. The wind-up has been long. I’ve invested several thousand dollars in the switch and severely depleated my savings. Some might say that I’m crazy but I knew that I needed to make the switch. Still I wonder if I can make enough through the internet to warant an income The stakes are high. I can’t really afford to fail. Never-the-less I march on.

I wonder too whether I can balance the load of a missionary with that of a professional musician. Time will tell. But I am waiting on pins and needles as that time fast approaches. I plan to travel much more than before when I get back to India. My goal is a week at home and a week out. It may end up two weeks at a time. I’m warry of it all. So many changes. IT does test one’s faith in the benevelence of the Most High. Still I know that He has me in His care and I should not worry so much as I do.

This time it’s not just a journey acrost the world. That I am familiar with. This time it’s a journey to the other side of my life. I will start on Mother’s Day and produce a line of home-spun music videos for the next six months. If I suceed I will continue. If I fail I will go back to web business. But I don’t want to go back…